Life got the better of me for many moons, and I ditched my blog for quite a while. I blamed my broken laptop, but in reality I can only blame myself for giving up on something I was having a lot of fun with. I suffer from depression and anxiety and always second guess myself when it comes to every aspect of my life. I often give up before I really even get started because I am so afraid of the bumps and bruises along the way. I may miss out on those bumps and bruises, but I also miss out on having a lot of fun and growing as a person. I try to keep my plate small so I don't get too overwhelmed, but then in the long run even the little things seem to overwhelm me. And this is coming from a mom of 2 young boys as well as a stepmom to a teenage boy...The outcome of the chaos I create way too often in my own mind is excess acne I am always trying to combat. Life is wonderful, and if I just took more moments to meditate and relax I think I would smile a lot more. One day at a time, right?
I don't want to give up this time though, so I am revamping a bit and starting over fresh and new with a head full of ideas for this blog. I got some new makeup to play with, a closet full of clothes that have been neglected so I could scum around in old pjs, and a new outlook on myself. I have been delving more and more into green living. I have become obsessed with you tube. I have been getting even less sleep and more headaches that are all worth it with my growing boys. Thus, all of this needs to be shared...I still awake excited for my few moments of free time catching up on blogs I love and you tubers that inspire me. I feel guilty that I am not using my creativity to it's fullest potential, and so "hey girl hey!" I AM BACK AND READY TO RUMBLE!
I hope you join me for yet another fun and bumpy ride!
Happy Sunday to all!
